What was discussed:
- Briefly, my anxiety re the research paper.
- New self-portraits with the bridal/wedding theme and how this theme connects to broader ideas around “work”.
- Jonathan asked me how I work practically with the different themes. I specified that I am working on one at a time, i.e. I haven’t been creating work around all three themes simultaneously and then presenting it one by one. I prefer to immerse myself in one at a time and then present the work while I’m making it.
- I mentioned that earlier in the project I was focused a lot on the idea of creating a “saturation” of images and that this was just as or more important than the images themselves, presenting a mass of images. This is still important but the individual images have become more important to me. I want each image to be interesting on its own, not just interesting in the context of presenting them all together.
- We talked about different ways of presenting the images physically not just online. Jonathan mentioned that I create a lot of rules around my art and I thought it was really interesting that he said this because it’s true and I have been thinking about it a lot lately. I always want to my work to be conceptually rigorous and to have reasons behind the choices I make. But I may need to allow myself to experiment more freely in the early stages and remember that just because I try something it doesn’t mean I have to use it or show it publicly if I don’t like it. I said that when I think about the different ways that I could present the images physically I get a bit frozen because I worry that there is a right and wrong way to do it and I don’t know what the right way is. But of course there is no way that is technically right or wrong I just need to try things and find what makes sense for me.
- I mentioned that I would love to make an installation in a real office space, like on a big floor of a big building with lots of office cubicles and how I get sort of stuck when I think about ideas that don’t feel possible for me at the moment logistically. We talked about finding ways to realise simpler versions of ideas on a smaller scale (Jonathan mentioned the maquette, a small version of a sculpture before the real thing is made). Like maybe I can’t access an entire office right now but I could do something with one desk or access one desk in an office. We also talked about the option of using an existing space to create a moment or installation (e.g. putting my photos in a real office space) versus the option of putting work into a dislocated setting (e.g. putting objects from an office into the street). Neither is better, just different ways of considering presentation.
- We talked about the Sermon on the Body book. Jonathan observed my choices – using the 12 point Times New Roman font, the most basic/simple font option, very minimal. The rudimentary decorative style – creating rough holes in the paper with scissors, the size of the tape that is used to stick down the ribbons, the ribbons being visible on the back of the page as well if they are tied through/around the paper, the use of plastic and a binder.
Next steps:
- I’m going to print some photos onto paper and just see how they look and how it feels and play with them in some way and not worry about the outcome being right or wrong.
- I’m going to go back to my study statement and reflect on where I’m up to, if I’m doing what I thought I’d be doing at this point or am I not, what have I discovered.
- I’m going to keep making self-portraits and pushing myself in terms of the composition of each image.
- I’m going to keep making pages for Sermon on the Body and allow myself to enjoy this process.
- I’m going to keep reading about things that I’m interested in and trust that I will be able to come up with a topic for the research paper as a result of doing that.