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Central Saint Martins MA Fine Art: Digital – Reflective Blog
I wrote another post about The Naked Nude by Frances Borzello here.
In the “post script” of this book, added ten years after the original publication in 2012, Borzello mentions the nude and social media. She writes, “A decade ago, I referred to its new and perhaps final home in photography, but now it is clear that it [the nude] has found an even newer one in social media. The nude selfie, taken above all by women with a smartphone in the privacy of their bedrooms, has generated much excited chatter in the art wold – is the selfie the art form of our times? – as well as serious concern over the fact that it is often teens who are taking the photographs.” This was a little confusing to me. Selfies have been hugely prevalent on social media yes, but nude selfies? I’m not sure if when she says “nude” selfies she means “revealing” or “provocative” rather than actual total nudity. I don’t think nude selfies are posted often on social media unless it’s people who make pornographic content posting their work on platforms where this is allowed, like Twitter/X and Tumblr. Has she really seen a large number of nude selfies of teenagers on social media?
Anyway, I’m not sure I agree that the nude selfie or selfies in general are taken “above all by women”. It might be true and I guess she’s just going by her own observation. But from my observation of social media, many men also take selfies, selfies that are both physically revealing and not. And I have received dozens of unsolicited nude selfies, taken in the privacy of their bedrooms, from men in direct messages on Instagram.
Borzello writes, “The words the critic John Berger wrote in 1972 about women in Ways of Seeing have taken on a whole new relevance: ‘Whilst she is walking across a room or whilst she is weeping at the death of her father, she can scarcely avoid envisaging herself walking or weeping. … Her own sense of being in herself is supplanted by a sense of being appreciated as herself by another. … The surveyor of woman in herself is male: the surveyed female. Thus she turns herself in to an object – and most particularly an object of vision: a sight.’ He was talking about the ideal nude in art, but his words apply to the takers of today’s nude selfies. They present themselves with all the artifice and skills that a trained artist brings to the traditional nude, managing the lighting and finding the artful pose that hides the defects and exaggerates the good points. They are ‘dressed’ for nudity, as the ideal nude always has been, with perfect breasts, well-chosen jewellery, judicious depilation and a graceful pose. And it is there, on social media, that we leave her, the descendent of all those glorious nudes who decorate the walls of the world’s greatest galleries.”
I agree that John Berger’s words can apply to “todays nude selfies”. I wrote some notes about Ways of Seeing here.
She then writes, “Meanwhile contemporary artists get on with the job of reinterpreting the nude, raising issues, picturing the taboo, and facing us with the raw honesty of their work, as Chantal Joffe does in her semi-naked self-portraits of her middle-aged body. Dedicated to telling the truth of what she sees and feels, the bold brush strokes and lack of glamour of Joffe’s self-presentations bear no relationship either to Kenneth Clark’s ideal nude of the past or to the sucked-in stomachs and blow-dried hair of today’s selfies.”
I found this a little grating. I think I feel protective over the contemporary woman who takes a lot of selfies (and I guess I’m one of them). I wouldn’t argue that every woman/person who takes selfies and uses social media to present them is an artist. But I don’t like the way Borzello writes sort of dismissively about this act. The selfie-taking woman is often dismissed. The online girls are often dismissed. Women are often dismissed. By comparing/contrasting the act of selfie-taking directly with the so called “raw honesty” of contemporary artists who work with the nude, she basically reduces “the selfie” to a superficial, less “honest” form. Again, I’m not saying that taking selfies means you’re an artist but selfies can be a legitimate form/medium of artistic expression. They are a big part of my work. I don’t agree that “it is there, on social media, that we leave her, the descendent of all those glorious nudes who decorate the walls of the world’s greatest galleries.” I don’t think we leave her there. I don’t think we should. I don’t leave her there. Selfies can be superficial and bland and vapid and repetitive and dishonest and not-raw and so can other kinds of art/portraits/nudes. And they can also be the opposite. It’s also interesting that she only talks about selfies and their apparent vapidness (she didn’t use this exact word, this is my interpretation of her words) in relation to women. Again, if in her personal observation it is mostly women who take selfies/nude selfies and put them online, fair enough. But men also take them and post them on social media, whether as often as women do I don’t know, but they still do it. So what do we make of their selfies? It would seem they don’t undergo the same scrutiny as women do. Some of my earlier notes in this blog have touched on this kind of thing, for example:
I don’t think there is any possible way for a woman to photograph herself and avoid projection from (most) viewers of those photographs regarding their judgement/assumptions about her levels of attractiveness and femininity and her sexuality or their assumptions about the absence of those things. Analysing her/their sexuality or lack of, or attractiveness or lack of, or promiscuity or lack of, seems to always be a primary way into the work of women/feminine artists who use their bodies at the forefront of their work. There will be judgements made about her/their level of exhibitionism and why she has chosen this apparent level of exhibitionism. Woman are always placed in categories regarding their appearance and the choices they have made (or are presumed to have made) about how to “present” their appearance.
I’ve just started reading another book by Borzello called Seeing Ourselves which is specifically about self-portraits by women. I’m only a few pages in and she’s already written this: “Since vanity for was centuries personified by a woman looking in a mirror, a female self-portrait is evidence of this female vice, a real-life personification in the manner of Artemisia Gentileschi’s Self-portrait as ‘La Pittura’, but far more damning. This negative view of women and their self-portraiture is part of a larger set of attitudes about women and art, all stemming from the fact that the female artist was a minority member of the art world with little control over the judgements, views and rules affecting her.”
This view is more aligned with my own and seems contradictory to her reaction to the selfie. Maybe I’m fixating on the selfie thing too much.
I like reading about art and learning about art but I usually do it in a fairly meandering, fragmented kind of way. It’s hard for me to read an entire book about a topic and focus on it and make notes and really take it all in and think deeply about it. So I’m appreciating that doing this course is challenging me to do that. Not that book research is the only or best kind, but there is something useful about delving into a specific topic in this way. It’s useful for me to think more about the origins of things (like, “the nude” and how they’ve developed over time. It helps put things into context.
An artwork pictured in The Naked Nude that stood out to me was this painting by Marlene Dumas:
I don’t know exactly if I like it and if I like it why I like it but it was just striking to me.
I made these self-portraits yesterday in a kind of accidental way. I was getting changed to take some of my usual self-portraits and I noticed the silhouette of my body on the wall in the light and took these.
I like experimenting with ways to subtly distort or strain my body in my photos, usually I do that by physically putting myself in certain positions. With these, I didn’t have to really do anything strenuous with my body, the shadow and light distorted things and created a strangeness naturally.
I’ve been reading The Naked Nude by Frances Borzello.
There’s a lot that it makes me think about so I don’t think I can capture everything in one blog post. I might make another post sometime. But here are some notes for now.
But I think, or hope, that if the images are presented in a group or a mass, that something else might happen:
I went back over my previous posts about OnlyFans so I could reflect on my past reflections.
I previously wrote: I’m often addressing ideas around performance of the self online within my work. It’s important to consider why this is still worth talking about, given that performing the self online is no longer as novel as it once was. We are completely saturated by it. I guess this saturation is what I’m interested in now. And using OnlyFans as an artistic medium is an opportunity to explore this. There is both a bleakness and a freedom in monetising your “self”. I like the idea of pushing this to the limits of superficiality or mundanity. Presenting and witnessing, presenting and witnessing, the ultimate freedom and the ultimate confinement. Monetising my self-portraits in this way is like… I’m just making money from existing in such a basic way. The self-portraits take time and work to make, yes. They take thought and time and energy and logistics and conceptualising and contemplation. But making this work is meaningful to me. And the images are just me, existing. I don’t have to speak, I don’t have to smile.
I used the words “superficiality and mundanity” above and I’ve been increasingly interested in the idea of superficiality in terms of an aesthetic. I’ve been reading a lot about nudity and nakedness in art and will write a post more dedicated to that. But for now I’ll say that I’m interested in perceptions and judgements of nudity and nakedness in art. There is this desire for “authenticity” online – in relation to human bodies. Of course, the mainstream conversations online around this only really ever revolve around women or “femaleness”. Women have to be both perfect and authentic (if authenticity assumes that perfection can’t exist). There is a lot of pressure to be perfect and also a lot of pressure to not pretend you’re perfect, because that makes you fake which is undesirable.
Women seem to have to bear a lot of pressure to not do things that are potentially harmful to other women – if we get lip filler and use filters on our photos we are setting unrealistic standards for other women about what a “real” woman looks like. But we also have to support all women and all their choices and be a girl’s girl. All of this is sort of a tangent that I’m actually not that interested in delving into in a really deep way in my work, I guess I’m just letting my mind wander as I think about ideas of being “superficial” in relation to creating images of myself. With my self-portraits, I’ve been intuitively drawn to a style or aesthetic that has a kind of unreality to it. I never digitally edit my actual body (I wouldn’t even know how to) but I am using and posing and contorting my body in very specific ways when I make the portraits. And I sometimes edit in basic ways to change the light or enhance a blurriness to create a glowing effect or something, like in the photo below.
What is authenticity and is that what I should be aiming for when I make an image of myself? In my portraits I’m showing myself how I want to show myself. So when someone looks at these photos, they are seeing something akin to my hope and my desire. Is that not authentic? I don’t know. Do I care about being authentic? I care about making the art I want to make. To me, that would be the ultimate authenticity, regardless of aesthetic.
Presenting my portraits on OnlyFans puts them into a context where the images are more likely to be sexualised, or rather, I am more likely to receive feedback from viewers who are looking at the images through that lens. You can always be sexualised by someone in any space, real or virtual, whether you’re expecting or wanting that or not. I have experienced that many times, as have most women.
Does having an audience on OnlyFans mean that I am focused on trying to look sexually appealing in my portraits? And if so, is that bad? I started taking self-portraits in this style before I started using OnlyFans. When I started using OF I recognised that the style of my work would potentially be interesting to share in that space because while they are not highly explicit they have a kind of sexual/sensual tone and some contain partial nudity. My point is, I started making work in this style because I wanted to explore certain concepts and aesthetics. Now that I am presenting them on OF, I am still creating the work according to my own standards and set of conceptual/aesthetic guidelines, I’m just sharing it in this particular way that maybe adds another layer to how it could be perceived.
But am I trying to look appealing? Yes. Because I’m exploring ideas of fantasy. I am not trying to create or present or perform a “real world’. But I’m also trying to raise questions about the slippage between fantasy and reality. That’s what I’m very interested in. I’m interested in superficiality and recognition of superficiality. I’m interested in elevating something to a state of hyperreality. I like raising questions about levels of performance in everyday life and in art. These topics mean a lot to me and it makes it kind of hard to write about, I’m getting a headache right now. Because I have so much I want to say that I feel I can’t articulate,
I was talking to someone I know from Instagram about it, here is some of our conversation. I’m referencing The Naked Nude by Frances Borzello, the book I’m reading at the moment which I will write a separate post about.
(He is saying that yes he understands and he likes the phrase about the nude becoming naked again.)
(He’s asking why nudity is more comfortable than nakedness and if my photos represent both things.)
(He says he likes that I said this and that it makes sense.)
Some thoughts about the self-portraits of two artists.
Ahn Jun 1981 –
I love Ahn’s self-portraits in which she is posed on rooftops and window ledges of high-rise buildings. In some of the portraits the point of view is her own – we can just see part of her legs and her perspective of the street below her. In others we can see her whole body in it’s precarious position. Sometimes her surroundings are the focus and her body almost becomes part of the background, you have to search for it. In others her body is in focus.
Cityscapes are very appealing to me and I love the way Ahn places herself in these environments. There is a kind of discomfort that arises when looking at an image of someone doing something dangerous and precarious and unusual. But to me her portraits simultaneously contain a delicacy and serenity and this contrast is compelling. Something I find interesting about her work is that these self-portraits contain minimal awareness of an audience. I don’t get the sense within the image that she is hyper conscious of being watched by a viewer. I believe self-portraits are inherently performative, so her work therefore has an element of this but to a lesser extent than I’d usually observe in the self-portraits of other artists I’m drawn to. This is just my perception. Maybe it’s because the environment is so significant and specific and integral to the work.
Image source: https://ahnjun.com/section/247497-Self-Portrait%282008-2013%29.html
Carla J Williams 1965 –
I learned of Carla’s work recently because Tom sent me this article which he thought would interest me and he was right. Carla talks about discovering her father’s porn magazines as a child, stating that she was “in awe” of the women she saw in them and she thought “they had to be the baddest women in the world to feel free enough to pose in this manner”. She began taking self-portraits in college, citing the magazines as influences. She says, “I didn’t want to be in Playboy or Jet, but I wanted to be seen, and I wanted to be in control of what that looked like”. This reminds me of my own feelings about wanting to control my own image, even if I can’t control how that image is perceived.
I was fascinated to read about Carla’s work and about porn being an influence for her because I feel like women are both constantly sexualised and objectified but are also not allowed to be overtly sexual or be perceived as objectifying themselves on their own terms. We have to “respect ourselves”, while being disrespected from the outside. Reading that she openly owns those porn magazines as an influence was interesting to me, it feels like something a “respectable” woman/artist “shouldn’t” view as inspiration, especially if it’s in a positive way. I’m also drawn to her work aesthetically. Some of her photos have an ethereal quality that reminds me of Francesca Woodman, who I wrote about previously. The self-portraits I’m taking at the moment sometimes have similar qualities I think, in a digital version. I love blurriness and double exposure.
Images source: https://www.carlajwilliams.net/photographic-work-1
Some thoughts.